1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,000 I 2 00:00:12,840 --> 00:00:17,140 Believe that something comes to get you when you pass away 3 00:00:19,080 --> 00:00:23,700 It was evil. I know that I saw the angel of death 4 00:00:26,340 --> 00:00:28,340 It's gonna take me 5 00:00:28,680 --> 00:00:30,680 What is that 6 00:00:32,820 --> 00:00:36,360 She needs to go this was dead 7 00:00:39,660 --> 00:00:41,660 Paying him back 8 00:00:58,660 --> 00:01:00,660 I 9 00:01:02,180 --> 00:01:04,900 Always heard that medical professionals make the worst patients 10 00:01:06,540 --> 00:01:09,060 That's true because I've made the worst patient 11 00:01:11,780 --> 00:01:13,780 I'm an emergency medical technician 12 00:01:18,540 --> 00:01:21,780 I had recently had gastric bypass surgery 13 00:01:24,860 --> 00:01:26,860 And something has gone really wrong 14 00:01:28,820 --> 00:01:31,320 I went through the hospital door 15 00:01:33,380 --> 00:01:36,160 Being an EMT normally I would walk through 16 00:01:37,740 --> 00:01:40,500 But this time I was on a cart going in feet first 17 00:01:47,300 --> 00:01:49,300 This time I was the patient 18 00:01:54,060 --> 00:01:56,060 I was admitted to ICU 19 00:01:58,380 --> 00:02:00,860 And they started running a lot of tests I 20 00:02:03,300 --> 00:02:05,300 Knew that it was serious 21 00:02:06,940 --> 00:02:08,940 So I was very scared 22 00:02:17,820 --> 00:02:21,100 Going in to see him for the first time was very upsetting 23 00:02:21,780 --> 00:02:25,660 Here's my strong husband who's normally the caregiver 24 00:02:26,660 --> 00:02:28,660 Laying their helpless 25 00:02:33,820 --> 00:02:36,060 Doctor said well these kidneys have shot down 26 00:02:39,940 --> 00:02:44,940 Being married to an EMT I know that somebody's kidneys failing is not a good thing 27 00:02:50,700 --> 00:02:54,180 The thought of losing Mike at the time was more than I could bear 28 00:02:56,020 --> 00:02:59,700 Our kids were young there were things he needed to do with these kids 29 00:03:10,500 --> 00:03:15,340 On Memorial Day my stepfather Darrell had a massive stroke 30 00:03:17,820 --> 00:03:22,060 When we arrived at the hospital they immediately started working on him 31 00:03:26,340 --> 00:03:32,580 They had already said he probably would not make it through the night 32 00:03:39,140 --> 00:03:41,740 My daughter Tanya arrived at the ICU 33 00:03:46,540 --> 00:03:50,500 All I could do was hug her we didn't know whether he was dead or alive at that point 34 00:03:55,660 --> 00:04:00,140 Nobody should be hooked up to that Mitch machinery just to breathe just to live 35 00:04:04,380 --> 00:04:08,140 My job at the hospital as an IT technician is 36 00:04:08,900 --> 00:04:11,500 Crucial to the patient and the patient's care 37 00:04:15,060 --> 00:04:18,700 The patient's life could be in jeopardy if you don't get it right the first time 38 00:04:19,020 --> 00:04:27,060 If a patient is on their deathbed in their family around I try to 39 00:04:27,860 --> 00:04:34,060 Just give them their space the computer can wait. Yeah, it's not a good time. I'll come back and do it tomorrow 40 00:04:41,220 --> 00:04:44,540 I work by myself at night quite often 41 00:04:48,900 --> 00:04:54,660 I'm not scared of the night shifts. I'm there to help the doctors. I'm there to help the nurses 42 00:04:59,780 --> 00:05:04,100 With my office being in the basement close to the morgue I 43 00:05:06,340 --> 00:05:08,880 Do see the bodies in the gurneys 44 00:05:09,400 --> 00:05:19,160 Generally the door shut but every once in a while you catch a glimpse of what's going on in the morgue and 45 00:05:20,400 --> 00:05:23,320 It's not it can be kind of frightful 46 00:05:27,240 --> 00:05:30,160 This is like the biggest stroke a person can have 47 00:05:30,160 --> 00:05:41,080 The doctors put a whole right here in his throat and installed a trache 48 00:05:44,200 --> 00:05:48,840 He looked dead I don't even think the doctors expected for him to come back 49 00:06:00,600 --> 00:06:06,000 He was looking around the room like you're aware of my type thing you're awake 50 00:06:07,560 --> 00:06:11,760 You just look into somebody's eyes and you can see fear 51 00:06:14,000 --> 00:06:16,000 His eyes were as big as saucers 52 00:06:18,360 --> 00:06:20,360 He was just angry 53 00:06:23,400 --> 00:06:26,440 He was finding something in his own world 54 00:06:27,440 --> 00:06:33,240 Because in my world there was nothing in that room 55 00:06:37,440 --> 00:06:44,680 My stepfather was not always a very kind person in life. He did some bad things I 56 00:06:46,920 --> 00:06:50,400 Felt like this was death 57 00:06:53,200 --> 00:06:55,200 Paying him back 58 00:06:56,840 --> 00:06:58,840 I 59 00:07:03,080 --> 00:07:07,520 Got called in to come change a computer in the operating rooms 60 00:07:08,840 --> 00:07:12,840 During the day you can't really get in there. There's people being operated on 61 00:07:17,360 --> 00:07:23,480 Met up with security everything had been shut down bare minimal lighting 62 00:07:27,440 --> 00:07:31,160 Well, I'm looking at the computer and trying to figure out the problem 63 00:07:46,120 --> 00:07:48,120 Something just caught my attention 64 00:07:50,440 --> 00:07:53,880 Hello, I don't know what that was anyone there 65 00:07:57,440 --> 00:08:02,040 I'm just trying to get my job done and get it done right 66 00:08:17,960 --> 00:08:19,960 As I'm working I 67 00:08:20,760 --> 00:08:23,040 Hear the beep the beep the beep 68 00:08:23,160 --> 00:08:27,920 That sounds not coming from the computer. Where's it coming from? 69 00:08:41,600 --> 00:08:46,640 You can see the heart monitor going to do to do to do with a with a heartbeat I 70 00:08:47,520 --> 00:08:54,440 Can tell you these heart monitors they don't go off without a body attached to it 71 00:08:56,960 --> 00:09:02,080 You've got to have a flesh and blood body attached to these electrodes 72 00:09:04,880 --> 00:09:06,880 Something's wrong 73 00:09:12,000 --> 00:09:14,000 He wasn't I see you 74 00:09:16,640 --> 00:09:20,080 Just out of the clear blue he says, you know, hey, I ain't having 75 00:09:32,040 --> 00:09:36,600 And I looked around and there was nobody in the room but me and him 76 00:09:47,640 --> 00:09:49,640 That's when I realized 77 00:09:50,840 --> 00:09:58,840 Aunt Evie and Uncle Bob was his aunt and uncle that had been dead for many years 78 00:10:02,160 --> 00:10:04,160 I never even knew the people 79 00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:10,720 I knew something's wrong 80 00:10:11,720 --> 00:10:17,160 And I'm pushing buttons there's got to be a logical explanation for this 81 00:10:21,120 --> 00:10:27,280 And then it just stops I hear clanking I 82 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:36,440 Looked up I realized you know, it was the surgical tools next to the operating table 83 00:10:40,720 --> 00:10:42,720 I 84 00:11:03,360 --> 00:11:06,400 Have never been so spooked in my life 85 00:11:10,840 --> 00:11:12,840 I 86 00:11:14,360 --> 00:11:18,160 Every shadow every light were creeping me out from that point on 87 00:11:24,400 --> 00:11:26,880 I didn't really want to be there I 88 00:11:30,360 --> 00:11:32,880 Wanted to hurry up and get my work done and go home 89 00:11:40,720 --> 00:11:42,720 I 90 00:12:04,560 --> 00:12:06,560 Looked up 91 00:12:08,440 --> 00:12:10,440 Misty mass 92 00:12:11,360 --> 00:12:13,360 What is that 93 00:12:26,320 --> 00:12:28,320 What is that? 94 00:12:31,200 --> 00:12:33,880 Second a half shot up into the ceiling 95 00:12:38,200 --> 00:12:40,200 I was laying in bed 96 00:12:40,720 --> 00:12:42,720 And a lot of pain 97 00:12:44,040 --> 00:12:46,360 And I kind of caught something out of the corner of my eye 98 00:12:50,840 --> 00:12:55,000 It was kind of a shadow dark type thing 99 00:12:57,160 --> 00:13:00,360 Kind of like you would think a ghost but not white it was it was a black 100 00:13:03,120 --> 00:13:07,040 It was going somewhere like it was looking for something 101 00:13:10,720 --> 00:13:18,200 My mom is ran ragged wore down I told my mom I'd go in 102 00:13:26,040 --> 00:13:29,120 I heard this little 103 00:13:33,760 --> 00:13:35,760 Had no idea where it was coming from 104 00:13:37,480 --> 00:13:39,480 Had no idea 105 00:13:39,760 --> 00:13:41,760 Who was doing it 106 00:13:47,120 --> 00:13:51,160 They're I can hear him kind of mumbling a little bit 107 00:13:53,400 --> 00:13:55,400 Darryl 108 00:13:59,560 --> 00:14:01,560 Are you okay Darryl 109 00:14:01,560 --> 00:14:03,560 Yeah, no 110 00:14:04,440 --> 00:14:06,640 I am not ready to go. No 111 00:14:08,080 --> 00:14:11,440 And all I can think was who is he talking to? 112 00:14:13,200 --> 00:14:16,560 He's screaming around the bed like this and stop that get away from me 113 00:14:19,680 --> 00:14:25,120 He was speaking to something or someone that was in that room with us 114 00:14:26,200 --> 00:14:28,200 Look on his face 115 00:14:28,560 --> 00:14:30,560 Something was there for him 116 00:14:32,560 --> 00:14:34,560 And he was torturing 117 00:14:43,440 --> 00:14:47,000 Just all of a sudden it was get me a bat 118 00:14:53,560 --> 00:14:59,840 The arm kept doing this as if he was hitting it something or are 119 00:15:00,840 --> 00:15:02,840 Swatting it away 120 00:15:03,840 --> 00:15:08,080 He was fighting with it he was struggling with it trying to get it away from him 121 00:15:13,040 --> 00:15:15,040 The machine couldn't keep up with him 122 00:15:19,840 --> 00:15:23,920 It was like something was physically sitting on top of his chest 123 00:15:30,680 --> 00:15:40,440 What was there in that room was in that room and it was for him and I wasn't about to have a part of it 124 00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:45,280 It was evil that's what it seemed like 125 00:15:54,080 --> 00:15:56,080 I got out of the operating room 126 00:15:56,640 --> 00:16:02,320 And I turned the corner and I'm going down the very dark and desolate hallway 127 00:16:09,520 --> 00:16:13,400 This weird feeling came over me I 128 00:16:17,120 --> 00:16:21,840 Just stopped just an eerie weird feeling 129 00:16:21,840 --> 00:16:25,200 Right behind me 130 00:16:33,840 --> 00:16:35,840 I was extremely terrified 131 00:16:43,200 --> 00:16:45,200 I turned around 132 00:16:45,200 --> 00:16:47,200 And 133 00:16:50,240 --> 00:16:57,240 That black mist that black shape is coming back up at me 134 00:17:01,640 --> 00:17:03,640 It was chasing me down the hallway 135 00:17:03,640 --> 00:17:05,640 I 136 00:17:11,640 --> 00:17:14,480 Turn in the corner my cell phone goes off 137 00:17:17,120 --> 00:17:19,120 I take my phone out 138 00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:29,480 I look up 139 00:17:29,480 --> 00:17:36,400 And the more doors open why is the door open? 140 00:17:39,760 --> 00:17:41,760 There was a body on the table 141 00:17:45,320 --> 00:17:53,200 Standing right behind was a woman she was staring at her own dead body 142 00:17:53,200 --> 00:17:55,200 I 143 00:17:58,280 --> 00:18:02,040 Knew I had just seen a ghost 144 00:18:11,720 --> 00:18:14,240 I didn't feel like sticking around 145 00:18:23,720 --> 00:18:25,720 Ran very quickly 146 00:18:28,840 --> 00:18:31,440 I can't believe what I just saw I 147 00:18:33,800 --> 00:18:37,320 Stopped at the end of the ramp. I'm winded 148 00:18:40,320 --> 00:18:44,920 That was the scariest thing I've ever ever seen 149 00:18:47,680 --> 00:18:51,040 You talk about stuff of this nature in a hospital 150 00:18:52,040 --> 00:18:55,560 The first thing they're gonna do is take you up to the mental ward 151 00:19:03,880 --> 00:19:10,440 I've been working at the hospital in the psychiatric wing for oh my god about nine years total I 152 00:19:12,280 --> 00:19:14,280 Enjoyed my job 153 00:19:14,360 --> 00:19:17,160 The patients did like me we've got a long very well together 154 00:19:18,160 --> 00:19:20,880 After a while it's kind of like they come to become family 155 00:19:24,280 --> 00:19:28,360 Time I get to work it's like about 6 35 in the morning 156 00:19:29,440 --> 00:19:34,880 One of my favorite patients at the hospital was mark. How's it going? Good down here early this morning. I 157 00:19:36,200 --> 00:19:41,000 Came down early. I was in the gold punch in he asked me for a cigarette. You got a cigarette run 158 00:19:41,560 --> 00:19:43,560 Sure. Why don't we go out to the porch? 159 00:19:47,960 --> 00:19:49,960 That came Marcus here it 160 00:19:50,520 --> 00:19:53,480 You know when I was a kid we used to fish in that stream all the time 161 00:19:55,240 --> 00:19:57,240 It's beautiful 162 00:19:58,240 --> 00:20:03,040 And I looked at my watch and I seen it was about eight to seven I got a punch in 163 00:20:07,320 --> 00:20:10,920 So I reached out I'd have my cigarette on the ground 164 00:20:14,000 --> 00:20:16,600 And that's when this thing came upon me 165 00:20:17,480 --> 00:20:19,480 I 166 00:20:19,960 --> 00:20:21,960 This thing had to be about seven feet tall 167 00:20:26,040 --> 00:20:30,920 This black mist is hitting so fast I couldn't breathe 168 00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:35,440 Damn it. I'm dying 169 00:20:35,760 --> 00:20:52,080 It was if somebody had a vice around your heart I felt myself going 170 00:20:57,240 --> 00:20:59,240 I was dying 171 00:20:59,760 --> 00:21:01,760 I 172 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:12,760 Started to pass I was able to breathe and as it finally passed I turned to look at mark 173 00:21:16,720 --> 00:21:18,720 Mark was gone 174 00:21:19,200 --> 00:21:21,600 It was like there one minute gone the next 175 00:21:24,280 --> 00:21:28,160 The only thing that I found that was left there was the cigarette that he had 176 00:21:29,240 --> 00:21:31,240 I 177 00:21:31,920 --> 00:21:37,120 Thought maybe mark might have taken off to get somebody because that's how the person he was 178 00:21:41,280 --> 00:21:43,280 So I went in and 179 00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:46,480 Next thing you know one of the night shift came downstairs 180 00:21:47,200 --> 00:21:52,120 One of the patients, you know apparently passed away. Yeah, sure. I can help with that 181 00:21:59,560 --> 00:22:01,560 Hey run, can you assign this for me? 182 00:22:01,920 --> 00:22:07,560 Yeah, sure. The doctor asked me if I would sign the verification ID of the patient 183 00:22:08,120 --> 00:22:10,120 You can see in plainly 184 00:22:10,960 --> 00:22:14,920 Estimated time of death was 6 30 that morning. I 185 00:22:16,280 --> 00:22:22,160 Signed my name and so the doctor said me well, you have to look at the body. You have to see the body wrong 186 00:22:30,240 --> 00:22:32,240 It was mark 187 00:22:34,280 --> 00:22:36,640 It can't be I can't be 188 00:22:38,000 --> 00:22:40,320 Mark died of a massive heart attack 189 00:22:40,520 --> 00:22:45,480 He just died at 6 30 and I was outside with him 190 00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:49,080 You know at about 10 of having a cigarette 191 00:22:51,400 --> 00:22:55,320 Less than 10 minutes ago we were outside and having a cigarette on the back porch 192 00:22:55,440 --> 00:22:57,440 I 193 00:22:57,720 --> 00:23:01,600 Know I wasn't talking to myself. I know I was with him. He was physically there 194 00:23:13,320 --> 00:23:16,360 It's impossible for somebody to be two places at one time I 195 00:23:19,680 --> 00:23:23,960 Went up to the coffee shop, you know to unwind and got my thoughts 196 00:23:25,440 --> 00:23:27,440 I 197 00:23:30,280 --> 00:23:36,960 The priest was coming down and I said father do you have a minute? Of course come on 198 00:23:39,240 --> 00:23:42,320 Well, I'm gonna tell you I said you're gonna find it very hard to believe 199 00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:45,520 Tell me what's going on. That's what I wanted to know 200 00:23:45,840 --> 00:23:50,840 I just had a cigarette with him downstairs. So I told him that happened to cigarette on the porch with mark 201 00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:57,000 He said when mark died I felt part of Mark's heart attack 202 00:23:58,760 --> 00:24:00,760 You felt his pain 203 00:24:01,920 --> 00:24:09,360 He said it's a rare occurrence, but when you came in touch with that's what we call in a Catholic religion the angel of death 204 00:24:12,720 --> 00:24:17,380 Ron you you've experienced death and it was coming for mark 205 00:24:21,320 --> 00:24:22,520 I 206 00:24:22,520 --> 00:24:29,000 Believe that the person who I was talking to on the porch was mark spirit when this miss came 207 00:24:29,960 --> 00:24:32,400 It was coming for mark not for me 208 00:24:40,880 --> 00:24:44,520 After a while my stepfather Darrell he gave up 209 00:24:46,640 --> 00:24:48,640 The body started deteriorating 210 00:24:51,560 --> 00:24:55,400 Said the doctor ordered the hospice nurse to come in 211 00:24:59,120 --> 00:25:02,380 I'm a hospice nurse have been for seven years 212 00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:05,960 My job can be difficult 213 00:25:07,520 --> 00:25:12,880 Because you have to care for the patient that's passing away as well as the families and their needs 214 00:25:15,800 --> 00:25:19,480 Priscilla hi, I'm Vicky 215 00:25:21,800 --> 00:25:27,960 Remember walking into the room the very first time and that was Darrell and he was laying on this bed and he was sick 216 00:25:31,480 --> 00:25:33,480 You can go and get some rest 217 00:25:34,040 --> 00:25:43,320 Great I did not tell Vicky anything that had been happening there because I was afraid that she would either leave or have me locked up 218 00:25:46,840 --> 00:25:49,660 The first thing she needed to do was go get some rest 219 00:25:51,240 --> 00:25:53,240 It was my time now 220 00:25:58,560 --> 00:26:01,080 It was just mr. Darrell and myself 221 00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:08,760 It looks like he was wrestling with something I 222 00:26:11,160 --> 00:26:17,120 Thought that maybe he just was one of those kind of guys that it's not gonna go down easy 223 00:26:21,480 --> 00:26:23,480 Oh 224 00:26:31,640 --> 00:26:35,080 He's gonna fight it until he can't fight anymore 225 00:26:41,400 --> 00:26:43,720 I was sitting there reading a book 226 00:26:44,680 --> 00:26:46,680 I 227 00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:53,080 Felt this chill sort of come into the room 228 00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:02,040 And he just kept getting colder 229 00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:09,640 I don't think the thermostat had been lured or anything 230 00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:16,600 But the atmosphere had changed in the room 231 00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:34,840 The hairs on the back of my neck and on my arm sort of stand up 232 00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:43,080 And you can feel like someone has walked into the room 233 00:27:44,440 --> 00:27:46,440 I 234 00:27:48,040 --> 00:27:50,600 My eye was distracted to this shadow 235 00:27:54,680 --> 00:27:58,680 I'm feeling something in the room that I can't see 236 00:28:02,840 --> 00:28:04,840 But I can feel it 237 00:28:07,080 --> 00:28:09,080 I'm in a room 238 00:28:10,200 --> 00:28:12,200 With my dying patient alone 239 00:28:14,360 --> 00:28:18,040 And something has entered into the room 240 00:28:21,480 --> 00:28:23,720 I pulled my chair over to the side of his bed 241 00:28:27,720 --> 00:28:29,720 I take his hand 242 00:28:30,840 --> 00:28:34,360 And I pray for him I pray for his family 243 00:28:34,600 --> 00:28:45,080 He was wrestling with something 244 00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:51,320 I'm trying to get something off of him 245 00:29:01,240 --> 00:29:03,240 I'm thinking that he's in pain 246 00:29:04,520 --> 00:29:09,080 So I gave him another dose of pain medicine 247 00:29:10,120 --> 00:29:14,520 Which was almost like twice of what you would normally give somebody 248 00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:27,160 Instead of him calming down he got more of this moving of the head and the hands 249 00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:32,680 This was unlike anything that I had experienced before 250 00:29:34,760 --> 00:29:36,760 I can't believe it 251 00:29:37,720 --> 00:29:39,720 The Lord has shepherded this shadow 252 00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:41,720 I got out my bible 253 00:29:44,360 --> 00:29:48,760 And I felt like that was something that could help me and Darryl at that time 254 00:29:49,400 --> 00:29:51,400 He makes me laugh 255 00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:59,240 I can't say whether it was a demon or a ghost 256 00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:03,800 Even though I walked through the bow and the shadow 257 00:30:04,600 --> 00:30:07,400 But I do know that it was something there 258 00:30:11,640 --> 00:30:13,640 That I could not see 259 00:30:17,160 --> 00:30:19,160 And it was there for him 260 00:30:29,240 --> 00:30:31,240 I 261 00:30:36,120 --> 00:30:38,120 Vicki 262 00:30:44,840 --> 00:30:49,000 Are you okay? I knew that we needed to have a chat 263 00:30:51,960 --> 00:30:53,960 We need to talk 264 00:30:54,200 --> 00:31:00,040 She is a hospice nurse she deals with death every day 265 00:31:01,640 --> 00:31:04,520 But she did make the remark to me that 266 00:31:05,400 --> 00:31:11,400 The torment that he was enduring by something in that room was like nothing she had seen 267 00:31:14,360 --> 00:31:17,640 Priscilla was relieved to have someone else to say 268 00:31:18,440 --> 00:31:22,440 Yes, I saw it. Yes. I felt it. Yes. I know it's there 269 00:31:24,280 --> 00:31:26,280 I 270 00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:34,520 Was still in intensive care and and still in a considerable amount of discomfort 271 00:31:36,920 --> 00:31:43,000 It was nighttime I had had my mask on and and had the IVs 272 00:31:47,960 --> 00:31:49,960 And all of a sudden 273 00:31:50,920 --> 00:31:53,640 I saw a shadow 274 00:31:55,960 --> 00:31:58,200 And it had form and it was a physical 275 00:32:01,240 --> 00:32:05,960 It was actually walking into my room I felt like I couldn't breathe 276 00:32:08,920 --> 00:32:11,560 I was pushing everything I had to call anybody 277 00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:16,760 The only thing that came through the door was the dark black figure 278 00:32:19,960 --> 00:32:24,280 The only thing that was running through my mind is it's gonna take me 279 00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:29,880 I was getting closer and closer and I was starting to kind of get fuzzy 280 00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:35,000 I kind of caught out of the corner of my eye 281 00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:39,240 A figure 282 00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:43,000 There was a little girl 283 00:32:45,320 --> 00:32:47,320 I didn't know why she was there 284 00:32:50,840 --> 00:32:53,320 I was gasping for breath 285 00:32:56,040 --> 00:32:58,040 I was scared scared to death 286 00:32:58,040 --> 00:33:00,040 Yeah 287 00:33:17,560 --> 00:33:19,960 I was gasping for air trying to catch my breath 288 00:33:22,040 --> 00:33:24,040 I looked at the little girl 289 00:33:25,480 --> 00:33:27,480 I wasn't scared 290 00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:32,760 The figure left the thing was gone 291 00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:40,600 I hit myself in the chest 292 00:33:46,920 --> 00:33:51,240 And out of my mouth came a big blood clot 293 00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:53,240 I was like, what? 294 00:33:57,240 --> 00:34:02,440 Probably as close as I'll ever come to passing away 295 00:34:13,320 --> 00:34:17,880 I don't know if she was there to watch over me or to make sure that I was calm 296 00:34:18,280 --> 00:34:25,880 She just looked at me and smiled and she said now do you understand? 297 00:34:29,080 --> 00:34:31,080 And I said understand what 298 00:34:33,800 --> 00:34:35,800 She was gone 299 00:34:35,800 --> 00:34:54,360 As a EMT I know the difference between hallucinations and real and this was real 300 00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:08,040 I 301 00:35:09,880 --> 00:35:15,640 Do believe something was there and it was there for him 302 00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:20,920 And it had to take him the way it did 303 00:35:23,880 --> 00:35:25,880 Hmm, thank you 304 00:35:26,360 --> 00:35:35,720 And all of a sudden I seen that little girl again 305 00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:41,720 Back in my room standing next to my bed 306 00:35:44,280 --> 00:35:46,280 Are you lost? 307 00:35:47,720 --> 00:35:49,720 What are you doing here? 308 00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:55,800 When I walked into the room that morning, I thought he was talking to himself. Is everything okay? 309 00:35:56,840 --> 00:35:58,840 Are you talking to honey? 310 00:35:59,240 --> 00:36:01,240 I'm talking to the little girl 311 00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:03,800 Um, what little girl? 312 00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:06,120 No little girl in here 313 00:36:06,200 --> 00:36:08,600 I looked over at the chair and she was no longer there 314 00:36:09,400 --> 00:36:13,560 There's a little girl in here. Do you see a little girl? 315 00:36:16,760 --> 00:36:20,040 As far as I could see the only thing on that chair was my purse 316 00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:22,680 Maybe check out in the hallway 317 00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:24,520 What? 318 00:36:24,520 --> 00:36:26,520 You know she's gotta be out here somewhere 319 00:36:27,800 --> 00:36:29,800 Okay 320 00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:40,920 No, no, there's no little girl. She disappeared. I didn't see her walk out of the room. So she evidently just vanished 321 00:36:43,320 --> 00:36:50,120 He was not doped up. He was not slurring his words. He was very lucid. Let's worry about you. How are you? 322 00:36:50,600 --> 00:36:52,600 A lot better. Yeah a lot better 323 00:36:53,560 --> 00:36:59,080 We talked a little bit about the little girl. I didn't know why she was there, but she was there for a reason 324 00:37:08,200 --> 00:37:11,560 The next morning when I walked in and I saw the look on his face 325 00:37:14,120 --> 00:37:17,320 The eyes were wide and he was to the left 326 00:37:18,520 --> 00:37:22,440 He was to the left where the door was and he had never looked at that door 327 00:37:23,160 --> 00:37:25,160 I 328 00:37:27,000 --> 00:37:32,280 Started to wonder if something come through the door to tell him it was time 329 00:37:39,240 --> 00:37:41,240 I grazed his face 330 00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:44,440 And he was ice cold 331 00:37:45,320 --> 00:37:47,320 That's when I realized he was dead 332 00:37:49,320 --> 00:37:51,960 Deaths showed up something showed up 333 00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:55,480 All of a sudden was like it's time 334 00:38:05,240 --> 00:38:13,320 The torture and the pain and every emotion that you could possibly feel was over 335 00:38:16,360 --> 00:38:19,240 The weight was lifted you could exhale 336 00:38:19,480 --> 00:38:21,480 For the first time you could exhale 337 00:38:24,280 --> 00:38:27,320 I've been doing hospice for seven years 338 00:38:27,960 --> 00:38:31,240 And I believe that someone comes to get you 339 00:38:31,800 --> 00:38:35,000 Something comes to get you when you pass away 340 00:38:37,160 --> 00:38:42,120 I'm not afraid of it like I was that day when I was with Darryl 341 00:38:49,400 --> 00:38:51,400 I 342 00:38:51,720 --> 00:38:57,560 A lot of times I walk away from a death and I go get in my car and I cry like a baby 343 00:39:01,880 --> 00:39:03,880 Because I can't take it with me 344 00:39:06,520 --> 00:39:12,200 Hey there, thanks for everything eventually my kidneys actually started again 345 00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:17,560 And I was able to to go home 346 00:39:19,320 --> 00:39:23,720 I was more than glad to have my husband back 347 00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:35,000 I was glad to be anywhere other than the hospital and we talked about everything that had happened 348 00:39:38,680 --> 00:39:40,680 Jeannie 349 00:39:41,240 --> 00:39:43,240 It's the girl 350 00:39:45,240 --> 00:39:47,240 She needs to go 351 00:39:47,800 --> 00:39:54,120 It was at that moment I understood that's when I realized who she was 352 00:40:03,240 --> 00:40:05,240 Jeannie it's the girl 353 00:40:08,440 --> 00:40:10,040 It was at that moment 354 00:40:10,040 --> 00:40:14,120 I realized that this was a girl that I'd taken care of five years before 355 00:40:14,760 --> 00:40:16,760 On a 911 call that I had answered 356 00:40:19,480 --> 00:40:22,360 She was unconscious not breathing 357 00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:29,480 I did everything I could to save her 358 00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:34,360 She had passed away 359 00:40:34,680 --> 00:40:38,360 That was her really that was her in the room 360 00:40:39,880 --> 00:40:45,320 The girl in the hospital room was the same girl that I had taken care of four years before 361 00:40:46,920 --> 00:40:48,920 That little girl that I seen 362 00:40:50,920 --> 00:40:53,880 Was somebody that was there to 363 00:40:56,680 --> 00:40:58,840 Make everything better for me 364 00:40:58,840 --> 00:41:00,840 I 365 00:41:03,640 --> 00:41:05,640 Kind of like a guardian angel 366 00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:15,080 Every nurse has a story that is unexplainable 367 00:41:16,200 --> 00:41:19,480 Something that they've witnessed something that they've seen something that they felt 368 00:41:23,640 --> 00:41:28,440 I know that I saw the angel of death in front of me 369 00:41:28,840 --> 00:41:30,840 I 370 00:41:31,160 --> 00:41:35,640 Now I'll swear on a stack of bibles. I'll take a lie detector. I know it. I know it exists 371 00:41:38,040 --> 00:41:40,040 It's out there 372 00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:46,360 We keep this stuff to ourselves because we're risking a lot 373 00:41:48,280 --> 00:41:54,200 People aren't going to pick a hospital where there you know people are talking about seeing all kinds of weird things happening 374 00:41:59,800 --> 00:42:05,560 Eventually everybody will see that black figure. I know it's gonna happen 375 00:42:06,920 --> 00:42:08,920 But it doesn't scare me like it used to 376 00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:13,880 Hopefully somebody will be there again to help me through